TODAY....

I should be heading for school....around 12ish. Don't know what time exactly cause my Mudder told me to wait for her. So here I am at home and updating my page and talking to my buddy.

I just realized that school is going to take most of my life, but one day it will pay off when I become a lawyer...corporate or immigration? Don't know exactly what I would like to do...leaning towards Immigration Law.

I need some coffee...STARBIZZLE's sounds so good right now!

Yesterday:

Tuesday morning, I arrived at school as it was planned...early in the morning to work on my paper in the computer lab at skewl. I arrived at school around 6:45 in the morning. GAWD, SOOOOO DAMN EARLY!

I rushed with the quickness to the lab and luckil noone was really there yet. Some how people manage to go to skewl very early in the morning and work on their papers...BUNCH OF PROCRASTINATORS! hah hah...::pointing at myself:: I never thought that people would actually wake very early in order to finsh or start on a paper that was due within a few hours.

So I finished my paper at 8AM and actually had one extra page. The professor said five pages, but you know I can't seem to put every single thought in to that little amount. I needed atleast one more page.

Class starts in 10 minutes and instead of going there straight to class...I decided to have coffee and a Bensons cause I was very proud to pull myself out of that situation....REMEMBER: DON'T PROCRASTINATE! Surely, this happens to everyone...I know it has happened to me several times this semester...NO FOCUS...ATTENTION TO PCN! j/k! So, I arrived to class late about 20 mins late...I wanted to enjoy the nice day so I took my time smoking that Benson and sipping that coffee. I can't help it! The professor was talking about 17 Syllables and Yoneko's Earthquake...I knew what they were talking about cause I read the stories and took notes...I wasn't clueless and never would be when it comes to discussions and literary analyses. After 30 mins. of class...IT SUDDENLY ENDED! I was a bit confused as to why it was cut short. She said that discussion had already happened and now the viewing of the film will begin next week.

So, I left thinking that this day was going by fast. I had 20 mins. to spare til my next class and I was sitting down infront of Burke Hall when this stranger came up to me and asked me if I danced....OUT OF THE BLUE! I was surprised and told the person that I don't dance and don't beling in a group. :::I WISH I DID!::: <------said it in my mind...This person asked if I wanted to join and handed me a flyer. I kinda knew why I was approached...it was because of the outfit that I was wearing....I copied Justin T's style: army green shirt, brown and cream baseball tee, dark denim pants, black rag, army green old skewl mesh hat, one leather poor boy black glove, blk and army green plastic bracelets, blk cuff and and a studded belt....FASHIONABLY STOOD OUT! I had my big headphones as well and at the same time was listening to Justin T's CD. Or it could be that I was dancing and messing around with my buddie pal, Katrina. We sort of dancing...

So next, class came and it was alright...watched two films "Her Uprooting Roots Her" and "Tagumpay"...after this class was my human sex class...we had a guestspeaker and she was an educated, well established (married and kids), had her own business....CLASSY ASS PROSTITUTE! Seriously, she was very educated...got her degree in Psychology and is working on writing a book. It was very interesting...I would never think of a prostitute that acutally had class. She was very educated and presented herself very well. INTERESTING!

I sat there taking notes and made sure that I captured her every word...I have to write two papers for this class. I haven't even started on one. I need to get started and finish this shit up cause the papers are due May 6.

My last class is Mass Media...I couldn't believe that the test was easy. I finished it and watched videos again. I finally got out of school before 7PM.....so that means I was at skewl for 12 HOURS! DAMN, THAT'S HALF THE DAY!

Note: My classes aren't that easy. Eventhough, it seems like I have been watching videos the whole day...there's a catch to it...PAPERS! It usually is 5 to 10 pages...variations apply!

before I start anything..I just have to say that I'm fucked!

I haven't started on my paper and it's due tomorrow. It's due at 8AM! My computer doesn't have the necessary functions that I need inorder to type this paper. I don't understand why certain computers don't have the easily accesible MIcrosoft Word program. I need the program inorder to type the paper and then save it on a disk. Thus, bringing to school and printing it! But I don't have the program and the damn printer doesn't seem to work! So yeah, I'M FUCKED!

Well not really...come think of it! I actually started on my paper and I have two pages done. It's a five page paper on the story called "And The Soul Shall Dance". It's a comparison paper using three different mediums. I read the story, the play, and watched the film. I have to analyze the relationship of two characters using the three mediums.

Another thing is that I have a mid-term for my Asians In Mass Media class tomorrow. It's not that difficult cause it's an open notes and book test. But I haven't really read the articles that are needed in order to answer the questions in the test tomorrow. So yeah! Once again, I AM FUCKED!

blah blah blah....it's all good some how I manage to turn things around and work in super pressure, which is not good. I tried working ahead of time, but it seems like I don't get the best grades so I wait til the last minute to do my shit. LOL! Nah just kidding, I actually do better when I work ahead of time.

Today:

I woke up early and paid for my fix it ticket and showed the cop that I fixed my head light! FINALLY! It took me a long time to fix the damn light!
I paid $10.00 and then after that I went straight to Frisko. I had to go downtown and pick up important papers for my mother cause my sister needs them for college.
Right after downtown, went straight to school, read for a bit, wrote part of my paper, and stayed there til' my head started hurting. I actually did a lot of shit today. I couldn't believe it. I did errands that did not even have to deal with school. I should have done the school shit first cause I can't afford to get low ass grades. I consider Bs low grades cause I need to maintain my GPA and go to Law School! OKAY!?

That's it for now...time to work on my paper via email and just fix it in the computer lab tomorrow morning...

OKAY, I can't stand the people around me right now.....

I AM ANNOYED AS HELL! MY SISTER IS BEING A TOTAL BITCH AND TODAY I AM SUPPOSE TO BE A GOOD PERSON! I DON'T KNOW...EVERY TIME I TRIED TO BE GOOD AND WHATNOT....IT ENDS UP BEING THROWN BACK AT MY FACE AND THEN HELL BREAKS LOSE! I WAS HAVING MY PEACE AND QUIET AND HERE SHE COMES AND STARTS ANNOYING AND ASKING ME STUPID QUESTIONS. I HAVE A LOT OF SHIT TO DO AND I TOLD TO ASK ME LATER ON. INSTEAD, SHE COMES RIGHT AT ME AND STARTS ASKING ME SO MANY QUESTIONS...SO I FUCKING YELLED AT HER AND TOLD HER: "GET OUT OF MY FACE, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, YOU STUPID ANNOYING BITCH!" YEAH AND SO?! NO WONDER MY MOM IS ALWAYS ANNOYED...IT'S BECAUSE OF HER. SUCH A BRAT! KARMA ON HER ASS!

BTW, IF YOU LOOK IN THE DICTIONARY FOR THE WORD "BITCH" IT'S MEANING IS MARIAN CORPUS, JERICHO'S LIL SISTER!

ANOTHER THING, WHEN I SAY "I DON'T KNOW" THAT MEANS "I DON'T KNOW"....I HAVEN'T MADE UP MY MIND YET TO ANSWER THE QUESTION THAT YOU'VE ASKED ME. "I DON'T KNOW" MEANS IT'S NOT A "YES" OR "NO". IT MEANS "I DON'T KNOW! I AM STILL THINKING ABOUT IT!" THAT'S ALL! NOTHING MORE OR LESS!

I CAN'T STAND IT! ACK!

GOSH, I'M JUST ONE VISCIOUS ASS BITCH TODAY....YEAH AND SO?!

Happy Easter everyone!

One important element that I have to do today is fix the headlight of my car and clean my baby!

I'm not doing anything special today cause my mom is busy working and my sister is kicking it with her buddies. I'm going to be stuck at home and just chill. DO MAD HOMEWORK and sew my costumes.

That's about it...

any updates I will post it immediately.

UCBERZERKELY's PCN

mad shout outs to those who were in it! GREAT JOB! Enjoyed watching it, especially the kid skit. TWINS were dope! The acting was great...I haven't seen so many people yesterday. Some of these people were old skool buddies that I haven't seen for a very long time. I was glad that I met these folks once again. Christy....is your hand okay from painting all that props? LOL

Well I have to get going...have a wonderful Easter and enjoy your day!

Here's the 411...

I have to do the following before the new week comes around..

buy headlights for my car cause one of them is out and you know I can't just change one...have to change both!
go to fabric store, buy the fabrics that I need to create my costumes for PCN
go to BIG5, buy knee pads for one of the dances...practicing sliding on your knees will fuck you up! THAT SHIT HURTS LIKE A BITCH! Oh yeah, buy black sweats for this dance, too.
start writing two papers (Women In The Media and Arts, and Human Sexuality)
start reading Joy Luck Club

damn I have so much to do...

TODAY

I woke up pretty late today around 11AM. I went clubbing last night at the usual spot. I went to sleep at 3AM. It was very interesting cause it was popping even though it was the third week of the month. The only reason that I could come up with was that these people are on SPRING BREAK. DAMN! It just reminds me of how stank ass my school is. I had my break like the second week of March. It was HELLA early. The thought of people enjoying their break this week makes me ill.

I have to get ready soon cause I need to go and do some errands. It's very important that I get a chance to change my lights cause I got a fix it ticket and my date to pay and show proof is tomorrow. I have to get an officer to check the correction and he has the approve it.

I also have to make a few phone calls to my San Jo folks and Vallejo folks...

If I do have time, I need to check out the mall and see if I can find something interesting to wear for Bezerkeley's PCN tomorrow. I can't wait to see it!

Go to get going...need to get ready!

Blogger Mawnin' To Y'all...

Strangely enough, I fell asleep quite early last night, around 930 ish. I was really exhuasted from the past few days that I have been up late in the early morning hours. I was trying to read for my presentation that I shall be giving tomorrow, but instead I fell asleep. I woke up about 2:30 in the morning and went back to sleep. I was awaken by my mother, who wanted my to go to the bank early in the morning and get her some cash. BTW, I was awake at 7AM...that's still late cause usually I am awake by 530 AM to get ready for school. I am sooo use to waking up that early that its a daily routine for me.

Getting back to the story, I got up and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and grabbed a jacket afterwards and took off for the bank. Realizing that I forgot my wallet, I had to turn back and grab it. I went to the bank and there was someone there standing outside infront of the bank. I didn't want to get out immediately cause I might get mugged or shot. So, I waited for a few minutes.....waited and waited... Finally, he left and seemed upset cause when I opened the door...he was cussing very loud. He got in his car and sped off.

I grabbed some cash from my mom's account ( a large amount ) enough for to fly to SD and stay there for the weekend with the hotel paid off...HAH HAH! She has to use it to fix the car. DAMN!

THE CITY, THE DRIVE, and MOTHER

I should be spending much of my morning with my mom cause she needs to go to the city. I didn't really want to go with her cause I have to drive to the city twice today. I have to go back home and drop her off and then come back again to school. She needs to go to the Philippine Consulate to get some papers dated and signed. Afterwards, I have to dirve her back home and dirve back to the city. Hopefully, our drive will be smooth. Before the drive to the city, we have to go to Kinko's to get some papers copied.

BTW, support Better Luck Tomorrow and here are the reviews. Has anyone seen the film? IF so, let me know what you think...sign the comments box.

I gots to go cause I have get ready to drive my mom to Frisko.

Today was an interesting day....

I haven't talked on the phone sooooooooo much. Gosh, it was ringing off the hook. O got calls from Michelle, Sonny, and so many more. I must have used all my minutes...LOL!

I worked today cause I had to cover my co-workers shift. Actually, we traded shifts cause I am hoping to attend UCBerk's PCN. I don't exactly know if it's Friday or Saturday. Hopefully, it's this Friday and if not...I will have to take my shift back. Just Kidding!

It was really slow at work. I must have cleaned the store, folded every piece of clothing, fixed the jewelry place, swifered the floors and counted the registers. DAMN! All that work... it was fun!

Right after work, I went out to dinner with co-workers cause one of them just recently celebrated her 21st birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA! You are legal to drink now....:::WINK::: :::WINK::: LOL!

Now, it's time for me to bounce out of here!

It's Sunday night....

I realized that I have to do the following:

Read Seventeen Syllables (two stories: 17 Syllables and Yoneko's Earthquake) before Tuesday and Our Sexuality (Ch. 14 and 15)....I hoping that I can finish all of this before Thursday.

I have to get my shit together and it's crunch time for school is about to end. I have PCN to deal with.

BTW, I still have to make my costume for one of the dances...UGHHHH!

Stress Stress Stress Stress

I shouldn't stress...I just have to figure out ways to keep on track.

I was talking to one of my friends online and he came upon a new picture of Christina Aguilera. What do you think of her new look?