Post Modern Sleeze

Do you remember the group, Sneaker Pimps, well I came across the CD in my big collection and I started listening to it. I remember how obsessed I was with the singer of the band, I think her name was Keli. I don't exactly remember her name, but when the video came out for 6 underground. I recorded it and watched it every single time I had the chance. SCARY HUH!? What is a post modern sleeze? It's one of their songs. I don't recall any of the words to the song. Lately, my sister and I have been listening to the CD....

Recently I came across a tiny article on Stephen Jenkins from the band ThirdEyeBlind. Do you remember any of the songs they they sang or performed? Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo...I'm pack and I'm holding...I'm smiling..she lives for me...or something like that. Well, she is going out with this one singer and her name is Vanessa Carlton. I think she's the solo singer that plays the piano....Yes, I know! Stephen Jenkins use to go out with Charlize Theron, but they've broken up since.

Talking about the past...makes me wonder how different I was back then! Evolution and so much change has occurred. Every day in my life is a living process. I am a student and everyone around me is a teacher. We all are learning something everything, whether you have noticed it or not.

Peace out my homies! Have to finish typing up my two page paper, which I haven't even started...Oh well!

TinShan sent me a test yesterday and it is suppose to determie how black I am...

If you want to know then here's my results:



How BLACK are you?

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Hopefully, mah ghetto blackness test results will clarify any questions on how ghetto I am...LOL

If you want to know....

If you want to know who I am, then ask...
If you want to know why I am here because I want to be here with youI
If you want to know what I do, I do it because of you
If you want to know when I love you, it was always and forever
If you want to know where the love is, it's in my heart
If you want to know how I love, then take my hand...

I had a feeling of lost love ever since I noticed that you were gone. I had you and will always have you. You and I were once connected with the mutual feeling of love, but then everthing escapes within our grasp.

I wrote this without the intention of thinking of my past, my present, and my future state of mind.

Silence...

Kills. Senses. Quiet. Still. Nothing. Thoughts. Random. Thinking. Processing. Awkward. Shhhh. Don't Say Anything. Beautiful. Lovely. Someone is there. Can't Hear. Music to my ears. Peaceful. Hurts. Ticking Away. Memories. Laughter. Breathing. Movements. Listening. Concentration. Reading.Sighing. Reflection. Cruel.