For the next three weeks, I will be one insane and crazy ass fool. I am going to be very busy with school. Since everything is due a week before and a week after Thanksgiving break. I realized that I have been lagging this semester really bad. I haven't been on top of things like I usually am. Last semester I was very much on top and making sure that everything was set and done. This time, I haven't even started on my papers. One paper is due next week (compare and contrast two books written by an Asian American author). Along with the paper (same class), I have to memorize and recite a piece. I don't have time to memorize anything because I am busy with my other classes, especially my F/Pilipino Lit class. The other paper is for my Chinese In America class and I was suppose to do some research and write a paper on whatever tope I choose to do. I have my topic:Chinese American or Chinese soldiers during World War II. I have to research what they did, who were the Chinese and Chinese American soldiers and so on...After that paper is due, I also have another paper due for my Vietnamese In America class. This paper is a group paper, but we haven't really made much progress. I hoping that I can pull myself together and have the motivation that I once had and use all my energy to work on my papers and projects. This semester I haven't been feeling school. I would rather work and then go home and rest. Physically, mentally, and emotionally, I am very tired. I don't really know if my seasonal change disorder is kicking my ass or I am just not motivated at all. It seems as if I didn't even care about school. Also, the fact that I have gone through so much this year (Long Story). It's very hard for me to concentrate. Stress is going to kill me!
Sound In The Midst Of Silence Pt. 2
The music of my words
Penetrate your ears
But you can not hear
what I am saying
Sound created by a force
uniquely combines with a source
of silence
An image is create
but the vision is blurry
nothing to see
Lost in the harmonies
of sound
never knowing the
truth
Blame only one person
YOU
Later!